The Rain Made Me Do It

The chill of the window pane
Wakes me up
My own personal alarm clock
Bringing me into reality.

I embrace the cold,
Hoping to be normal,
Just for once.
But I still feel the same.

I believe there is only one way
To set myself free.
I tenderly pick up the weapon,
Knowing its potential.

I hear the rain.
I feel its solace,
Its peace.
And I hope

That one day
People will understand
Why I did it.
There was no peace on Earth.

I had to get away,
I had to know the answers to the mysteries
That no one knew the answers to,
The ones that taunted me everyday.

I couldn't take the pain anymore,
The perfect peace of the rain
was too much.
Believe me.

The Rain Made Me Do It.