Tired

Feeling hurt and used,
Tired of being abused,
the harsh words and violent blows,
and the secrets nobody knows.

Tired of keeping it all locked inside,
Ex-specially the feelings that I hide,
The feeling of being all alone,
And all the different color tones.

Won't someone give me their hand,
won't someone show me a softer place to land,
won't someone care about me,
I am hurting, Can't you see?

Tired of everyone staring at me like I strange,
They don't get the fact I'll never change,
if they'd look harder they would see my soul,
empty and lonely, but not so dull.

My whole life has been lies,
My hurting heart cries,
Tired of everyone turning their backs,
The feeling of love is what my heart lacks.