Now I dont really know what to say.
Cause two years I had a terrible time.
It broked up and I still loved him..
And now I still do.
all doo I know their is no hope left.
And because I loved him so much he started to hate me.
Ive had a thousands fights with him.
Everyday we had aguments to each other and it was killing me.
And the pain was so bad.
I've tried suicide only it didn't work.
Almost everyone hates me cause Im so sad everyday.
I just cant forget about him..
It was two weaks later that I talk to him for the last time.
Now I only see him sometimes at school.
But their is never gonna be hope that we would be friends again.
Sometimes I just wanna cry.
One day I just walked away crying.
Not going to school.
My friends didn't understand and didn't want to be with me.
And that was hurting me more..
One person just cant carry so much pain.
But now I act like I dont care.
And act like Im happy.
Cause thats what everyone wants me to be.
I hate it.
So now Im trying to not care about anything anymore.
I just lose everything if I care.
So I still think fack it all.
Thats what everyone wants.
They want me to be senseless.
Well than they get me senseless.
