It's not like I don't love you anymore,
It is the fact I never did or will,
Seeing you is like a mundane chore,
But hurting you gives me a chill.
It's not that you are going too fast,
Or that you want me to give you more,
But the fact I always feel harassed,
And even more stressed then before.
I don't want to admit it because it is a fact,
That if you find out then you would be cracked,
And assume I am like all the other girls you had,
But you knew it started as just a fling so don''t be sad.
I may have been happy in the first couple days,
But then you asked me to change who I am,
Now I cannot even hold your gaze,
How did I ever get stuck in such a jam?
I don't want a long term relationship,
At least not with someone I don't care for,
But I don't want you to lose your grip,
When I go show you to the door.
I want my old life back, the one without you,
Because I know now I bit off more then I can chew.
You can do better then a girl like me,
So go on and find her because from me you're now free.
