As a man walked into my life.., i gave him a chance.., but he expected me to call him dad.., thats something i couldn't do.., a word i didn't know.., I'll be here for the rest of your life..., i promise Nat..., so i tried to use that word.., that word i didn't know.., as i got to know you over 1 month and a half.., we had lunch.., and did shopping almost everyday while we got to know each other.., i meet my sisters and we forgot our grief but as everyone warned me just be careful Nat he mite not stay.., so with your temper that lies inside me.., i told them you'd stay like you said you would.., but a few nights before easter.., hey Nat what you doing... I'm heading off after to easter to W.A..., how could you.., you told me you'd f#*kin stay.., dad your gutless.., you killing me inside..,you cant just walk in my life and out again your selfish and pathetic..,as i sit here and write this and try and block the memories.., i wounder what your thinking where you area and how i will ever say the word
D A D
again.......
