Why Cant You See

When darkness turns too light
and the sunlight fades to Grey
what is left to think about but anger and dismay
my heart it is still ripping
and my emotions are of dread
and every time i think of you
i think of things unsaid
where are you when i need you
when i feel so sick inside
you leave me in this darkness
all i do is cry
our memories are of anger
but of love and passion to
damnt Jonathan why cant you see
all i want is you
you ask me if I'm stressing
you ask if I'm OK
i ask you if you love me but don believe you to this day
so my heart it keeps on ripping
and still i play the part
cause even when your next to me
were a thousand miles apart
i smile too make you happy
i laugh so you wont see
and for years to come ill never really be
you'll never see me crying
or a frown upon my face
how could a guy like you love such a damn disgrace
a disgrace to humanity
and too his family too
and yet all i ever think about
is being there with you
i need you here beside me
i want too feel your touch
your breath upon my skin a slow and steady rush
your lips they feel like velvet
your eyes are warm and sweet
i love every part of you
and i know your the same with me
your with me through my hard times
and apart of all my good
i love you because your Jonathan
and i know you love me too
so i will try my hardest
to try and be with you