My Last Chance

She can't love me

Cause

I don't love me

So how could she possibly

Be so about me

When the night has come she say she cant be without me

But me I call it nonsense, Love moved on without me

So I feel that...

She cant care for me

Cause

I don't care for me

So I call her crazy

And I don't want your sympathy

She claimed God sent for me

But how could that be

When I've cursed the family

That first gave breath to me

I lost my mind

And found it half way behind

On path I had tracked already three or four times

But I hadn't learned a thing

So God rerouted my line

I knew I've been here before

I recognize all the signs

I've heard the scream in the night

I woke up saying its alright

Yet I never went back to sleep

You see I'm scared of the fright

She claims she's given me sight

To follow his guiding light

But like I said I been down this road, three times just tonight

She calls it blaspheme

And then starts sassing me

When I turn my back on G..O..D like his passing me

Consider me casualty

Because I'm casually

Floating down life river without given praise to thee

But she was an angel see

That he had sent to me

But I had ignored it like cheaters do monogamy

Now its so easy to see where I'm a be

I'm trapped in hell cause heavens just to good for me