Was It Forever?

When lights light up a room your lies give me hope
the perfect fantasy becomes betrayal
bold moves i tried to make
to see if what we had was real
but what your eyes reveal
is what words can never unfold
-Maybe this is all a nightmare
-A place i can't bare to stare
-Realizing that there was no forever
-Visualizing death and pitiful laughs
-I stood there taking your stares
-No one helped me
warned me of what you do
you planed a trap, my heart
and made me fall
but you never picked me back up
-Instantly i realized that you were just going to leave me there

-Happily i stayed
-Applying pressure to the pain
-Together forever and
-Ever
the night that rained
equalized to my pain
i knew i loved you
-Love
-Obsession
-Vain
-Instant betrayal and
-Never ending
-Games

-You told me it was forever
-Or did i hear wrong?
-Unknowing i couldn't be strong
lost in a dream
of romance and lust
i stood there..loving you
-Taking me by the hand
-And holding me tight
-Kissing me you told me you loved me
-Even in pain
you managed to lie
-Man-handling me
-Everlasting pain fills my soul
you took my innocence and i allowed you
-Because i thought what you said was true
-Answering back to me
-Careless of what i respond a
-Kiss
that meant death i accepted
-Analyzing my next move
-Not caring for me you left me
-Dying like a dog
and left me in a fog
-Trembling in the fog of my heart
-Eyesight impossible everything a blur but a
-Lunar shine
-Lonely and lost
i stare
-Maybe you'll look at me again
-Everything i have is yours..i'm waiting to hear that
-YOU LOVE ME TOO..