Alone, I wait for
This feeling to pass
The blade practically biting at me
Calling my name
Doing whatever it takes
To lure me closer
Low, on the ground
Anger inside
I'll never let go
I'll never survive
No one listens
No one cares
Every word I say
Just a breeze floating by your ear
Am I invisible to you too?
Or are you just ignoring me
I want to pull away
But so strong, it calls now
I saw this coming
The fall after the high
It's getting harder now to resist
The rusty metal that I miss
Just to feel the blood drip
And the cut burn
I can barely take it
I'm starting to be lured
But he has proven me correct
Hes definitly not staying
And god I miss the taste
So close to it, I look away
I wish I was strong
Claw marks appear, as I attempt holding on