Life

Life,
it seems so easy from a far away state,
but,
when you wake up from the daydreams,
that's when you realize,
how hard it is.
you wake and think life is that easy,
But ts not!
It never will be!
i want to sleep,
fall into the dreams,
i want to drift,
further and further from the truth,
i think how good it must be,
simply to die!

To be far from life,
from any sort of true happiness,
to just fall straight into the dreams,
or drift away,
My happiness somewhere,
but I'm not quite sure where,
Sometimes i feel it stir inside of me,
but, where?
I never realized how some people did care for me,
until i was too far gone!