This is the end

I'll put this smile on my face
so i can help you
I'll live for you so that i can forget
that dying inside is something i can do

i'll stay so numb
throughout every day
and i'll make you smile
in every way

i'll have self confidence
or at least pretend
and i'll make you glad
that you are my friend

i'll live so bland
so i cannot fear
cuz i'm so dried up
i don't have anymore tears

so this is the end
of me being sad
i'm gonna fake it now
i don't care if that's bad