A stupid death story

If i died tonight in my sleep and you woke up the next day to hear the news and see our friends crying
what would you think suicide or just a sad childish death
would you think i wasn't strong enough or that i just said my prayers and closed my eyes one more time
i cried my eyes out all night lying on the floor of my room
i couldn't bear thinking about the end when we had just began
i had loved you so much and my tears fell stainless on the carpet underneath me
i carved your name in my arm and i said out loud "god i love you
i tucked my self into bed and pulled my covers tight
held my doodle bear tight
i cried another tear and kissed the necklace you once gave me and smiled at that memory
that night i said my prayers and closed my eyes
and prayed for you and me to be together forever
that night i died in my sleep
baby i loved you to pieces and god took me from you I'm so sorry
if i died in my sleep tonight
and you heard about it tomorrow what would you say
would you look up to the sky and say
i loved you