everyone knows her as the girl who always smiles.the one who never stops laughing. and the one who could spend hours wondering about how a lead pencil works. they only know her inside the school campus. . .but nobody really knows her once she gets home. they dont know that she sits all day by herself. and when the sun goes down..she crys herself to sleep.she has dreams about living happily. about actually enjoying going to school because she has people to see. people who care about her. people who dont just use her.now shes barely l5 years old and she already wonders why she never has a boyfriendd that doesnt cheat on her,lies or actually cares about her and doesnt try to get to to sleep with him. she crys because she doesnt know what it feels like to have real friends and she crys because shes suppose to be living life as if its going to end tomorrow, yet shes alone all day and crys herself to sleep. everyone thinks her life is finee. that its better than everyone elses.but they wouldnt last one day in her shoes. they wouldnt be able to withstand so much rejection and they wouldnt be able to live with thee fact that they have no one who can relate. this girl. this l5 year old girl. this girl..shes like the blacksheep. thee outsider. the only one who isnt classified in any clique. everyone knows her as the girl who always smiles. the one who never stops laughing. but nobody knows shes the girl whos eyes swell up in tears everyday and that her life is anything but okayy. but nobody ever really pays attention.
blind to see the girl who crys is me.
_MEllybO0[MARCh l9,2O08]
