I dont wanna be the girl who gets all hung up on some guy because thats exactly what he wants and im gonna be the one who ends up getting hurt.i dont wanna be the girl who cant eat and cant sleep or the one who looks at her phone every three seconds to see if hes called.i want to attatch but never combine. i want to be loved but never love back because if i do love back i get screwed over. im tired of pretending everythings okay. my tears are starting to show and my smiles fadind away.i dont know what tha fxk is wrong with me. i walk into my room and start crying. i dont know who i am anymore. its like someones taken over me. im ready to be the girl i used to be. the one who never worried about guys.the girl who never got mad because of stupid things and thee one who doesnt give a fck about the world. my smiles are fading away and my tears are becoming clearr..this state of mind is taking over me and giving me a tremendous fear.
_mellyboo[feb.2O,2O08]
