Everything seems normal.
everythings okay.
everything is kO0hh except how i feel today.
the sun is shining bright.
and clouds as white as snow.
looking out thee window and its time for me to go.
i look in the mirror just one last time.
whisper to myself;im okay, relax im fine.
take a deep breath and walk down the stairs.
the sun is shining bright.
bright with glair.
i get to the place where i waste most of my life.
i look around and walk the steps i walk everyday.
i feel my eyes swelling up and a tear rolls down my face.
i cannot cry again today.
it kills me slowly to have to be in this place.
everyone is looking like they have something to say.
but i hear not one word.
infinate silence i see.
im the black sheep in thee white heard.
the grey cloud in the white skyy.
being here or loose my lifee. id rather die.
_mellyboo[feb.25,2O08]
