Love is a faceless shadow
inside of your heart and mind.
You don't even realize it's there for a time,
but eventually it will come out.
It can happen anytime,
and without any warning.
Just when you think that you're safe from people,
that none of them could ever get through to you,
that none of them matter to you,
one stupid person comes along that ruins everything.
They get inside of you and rip out the monster called "Love",
releasing it into your mind.
It gets into your brain,
controlling everything you do,
making sure that you never forget the person who set it free.
You start to see that person everywhere,
you dream of them,
you can't stop staring at them
from the moment you see them to the moment they walk away.
Nothing else matters but that person.
And you hate it.
You scream at the monster inside of you,
begging it to stop,
to return you to your normal self.
You try to tell it that you will never end up with that person,
but the monster won't listen.
It breaks into your emotions,
causing them to change at random.
It throws you into horrible fits of depression,
and your friends see this
and begin to wonder if you are trying to commit suicide.
You want to forget the person forever
because you know just how hopeless it is,
but at the same time
you want them.
You cry harder every day at the thought of that person, until finally you give up
and let the monster take over you,
throwing you into the deepest pit of hell
where you cry endlessly,
remembering that person
and how much you want them,
but knowing that it could never be...
