Can't Carry on

I'm to tired to carry on.
Walking through this life
Of mundane pain.
Same shit different day.

Its all the same to me.
Gray! dead eyes no longer
Able to see beautiful things.
No longer able to live and relax.

Suddenly my pain becomes me.
It engulfs my soul
Killing my senses
Killing my will to carry on.

Every thought broken down.
Point of no return reached.
Lack of the promise of something new.
Its rock bottom every time i open my eyes.

I feel like I'm walking a tight rope
Above an endless pit of insanity.
Farther down, no way up
I'm falling each day! no way to escape!