No Comfort in This World (repost)

I lay on the ground,
My head buried in my arms.
Wishing for someone
To chase away the harms.

I've been crying for hours,
Losing controll,
Wishing for death
To take it's toll.

They've all deserted me.
There's no one there.
I don't think there's anyone
Who really cares.

I call out to the sky:
"Why the Hell do you want me to die?"
And I hear no reply,
So I break again and I cry.

I'm so sick of this,
Giving myself up to this pain.
Because I know deep inside
There's nothing to gain.

No one there to say it's okay,
No one to hold me in their arms.
I know I am alone
In this world devoid of charm.