Your fault

I shed these tears for all the times i couldn't cry
you took my wings now i cant fly
too many times i was left alone with no light
try to help me only out of spite
pile your problems on these tiny shoulders
they weigh me down like a ton of boulders
do all i can to ease your pain
when tears left your eyes, and fell like rain
no more words and no more help
ready to put my life back on the shelf
no words in the world could help me now
as i leave you i take a bow
your all alone what more can i do
too many times i had to help you
plow through me like nothings new
when u look at me my eyes you do see through
sick of being your guard and saving you every time
you dulled this light that used to shine
hating you for what you do to me
everyday i hate what i see
cant look myself in the mirror without regret
no emotions cant express my upset
concerned with only yourself and only you
was never there for me when i needed you to
no time Left on this clock
i now slam my door and close the lock