I Loved and adored my heart ached
The ache was good it I meant that I cared.
I then analyse the feelings I had never endured
I start with the simple stuff. Of wanting more
Why did I want more, what was this wanting,
I wanted more of that smile,
I wanted more of that voice
I wanted more of that touch,
Each contact sent shivers down my spine,
The contact was like waking feeling great,
I needed to understand more
Why I ask did I enjoy to the point of this high feeling I had,
Walking on air I did, never feeling disappointed when all around did,
Ok I get it I feel admiration so where did the love come
Again I needed to understand,
I wrecked my brain and heart for an answer,
All I came back with was why do I need a answer,
I then realise my mind and heart were fighting
Why I ask myself, if there is a fight no answer would be found,
I decide that the heart and brain cant work logically
So as a test lets put the brain on the post,
Questions I ask I find difficult
I hear many things that I naturally hide,
I hear the brain loves but cant understand
I put my heart to the test,
All I get is want want want,
I replay and ask again what is want,
My heart returns with want is good
Knowing where to get want is even better,
Understanding want is a gold mine,
Almost like a genie within you
You already know deep within
What is want and meant
Meant is no matter the desire you have
Doesnt mean that want is the answer,
We love on different levels
Want is your drug, heart over matter,
Want is a curse want will lead a path to nowhere,
Want will always be want only difference is want moves
We all want but when do we realise want id not required,
Work and need is another,
Need is seeing and being
Need is being no mater what,
Need is being true,
Need is being with you.
I analyse what is love, what is love,
For me love was full of different emotions,
a whirlwind of darkness and sun...
