Thrown away

The answers run through my mind but all I'm thinking about is how could you
how could you take everything i have in me but still throw everything else I have away
all the pieces you hate and all the things you say
i never did anything to you , all i did was gave you everything i had in me
but it wasn't enough for you to take
you didn't walk me to class
you didn't hug me when other people wee there
i wanted to be different i wanted to stand out
not to be like the rest of them
i never use to have to fight for your attention but now something must have changed because I'm fighting to stay above
I'm fighting to show you i still care
when everyone else here doesn't even care about you
when i should really let you go
knowing i will just suck it up and let you walk all over me and let you remain doing what your doing to me
not even caring
crying over everything you've ever done
was it worth it? were you worth it
probably NO......
you were once worth everything to me
I'd give you everything i had
but now it's not worth hurting anymore
you took everything i had and crushed it
left me standing there alone
while everyone else is having a grand old time I'm sitting there alone and i have nothing to say I'm trying to see if you'll realize what's actually happened here between us
you can think I'm pathetic and everything else i don't care because you'll never see what i really did
i wanted to show you I'm different I'm not like them.
you take the pieces of me but then throw everything else away... how can you do that to me don't i mean anything?????