Sometimes, you're scared to let go of someone,
because you can't imagine him being with someone else.
And yes, it sounds selfish, but that's how our minds work.
What's the point of looking for someone new
when you know he's everything to you?
You know what I want?
What I really want is to wake up
and tell myself, "Hey, I'm OK. I'll be alright."
Being in love isn't what
makes me smile, it's who
I'm in love with that does.
I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn't deserve it.
because they are all you have,
because any attention is better than no attention.
You make me sick.
I want you and I'm hating it.
One smile from him makes my 5 am wakeup, cold
shower, nothing to wear, no hair spray left, missed
the bus, late for class whole day worthwhile,
& there she goes again with her head in the clouds,
ignoring the drama & chasing her dreams,
because to her, reality is a stranger.
