She just a dream

I should wake-up already
shes just a dream that i carry

nobody can see me
how can she?

nobody seems to ever understand me
why does she only talk with me?

i'm sick already, i want to leave
she tells me to stay, and don't give up so easy

i'm going crazy and i just want to be free
she laughing and pointing at me

lead me to a better dream, I can't see anything
she slapping me, so i could never dream

this painful feeling is such a burden to carry
she doesn't think about it as a burden, but something good like curry

shes just a dream, shes just a dream
nobody can be so real and alive like she can be

i want out, this painful writing such a stupid thing
she laughing again and pointing

god, tell me i didn't really fall in love to this beast
she nods her head and tells me that it's the real thing

help me...
i'm to sick already

she slaps me
your to weak to ever be anything...

a bad dream
what a bad dream

this secret is such a painful thing
i want it to forget me and just leave

no answer in the end
but just her laughing