Emtionally questioned

Its quick and deadly
confusing but i chose to grieve
saddened by your dismay
weakened by your spirit;
no answer to my questions
to far away to rehatch
why my friend?
even though i worry
i leave you, like a
wronged decision
so can you find
your way back
to the land
not the troubled
rivers you tread
oh dear friend!
what am i to do?
but there is nothing
so i watch your
distant poisoned eyes
wrap into your pain
and all i can ask
whats wrong?

+to muh sad goon+