Read My lips

I'm falling forever in this hole I dug myself
I should have known it would end this way
I don't know why I'm screaming for help
Because nothing can save me from this day

Ouch! That was painful; I can now feel the bruise
Harsh landing; I'm surprised I'm still conscious.
Or am I? I can't be sure if it's a dream or not,
Where am I? This place is obnoxious.

I chose my own path and now I'm alone,
Where did these cuts and grazes come from?
I hurt them all and my heart turned to stone,
It's so dark here, and my heads feeling numb.

I'm sorry dear friends; I need you now.
It's so dark and I can't see much about,
I'm drowning here, I really can't breath,
Is someone there? Please let me out!

He's left me and I'm all alone now; so lonely,
I'm so cold I can't feel the tears on my face.
I feel so dizzy as I grip some dirt on the floor,
What is it that makes me feel such a disgrace?

Time seems to have stopped, everything's still.
But the darkness seems moving and alive.
Now I see his face, so distant but close,
I hear his words as sharp as a knife.

It hits me square in the chest; the pain,
The hurt, tears roll, the blood seems to pour.
Seeping through, gagging me, drowning me,
Read my lips: 'I love you'; my head hits the floor.

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