Thanks for helping me know myself

Why is life so hard?
Why can it be like a dream without all those ups and downs?
Since i met you all you've done is make me cry and feel stupid.
When you held me in your arms everything seemed to stop.
But now i regret all those times that i spent with you.
I take back all those i love you's and all those conversations.
Now that i think it over i was only a toy for you!
I really did mean every word I told youin every conversation we had.
But you know i will not trade all my tomorrows for that one yesterday when i met you...
I will always be thankful for everything you did and making me dream that someone loved me