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by GABRiELLExEMiRA Mar 21, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
All these stories start going to my head I'm starting to believe every rumor ever said i hear enough about me most of its not true but I'm starting to believe these lies and i don't know what to do i used to be so innocent best girl you ever saw i don't know what happened to me but every rumor's like a punch in the jaw it hurts me when i hear these things about things i didn't do it hurts that everyone believes when the truth they never knew these rumors wear me down and tear apart my heart i hate the way people look down on me it hurts more now than at the start half these things Ive never done but no one believes me and like an outcast i am shunned i don't know how this happened i don't know what i did i spent my life behaving i was the perfect little kid i want to make this go away forget it ever started i know that can never happen but these rumors make me feel downhearted I'm done trying to stop them I'm done putting up a fight there's nothing i can do anymore nothing to make this right.