Breaking my own heart

You love me then you hate me.
you adore me then you ignore me.

i want to hold on, but i have no reason.
your love for me is fading within every season.

every night you tell me "i love you more"
but thats like waiting for a bottle to float ashore.

you cease to amaze me every day.
i cant wait for you, there would be no way.

everyone is telling me to just let you go and just grow apart
but how can i do that without breaking my own heart?

you told me we would be together for years
but how can i believe you when you fill my eyes with tears?

i guess i'll never know until i see the truth.
that behind your wit and your smile theres another whole person inside of you.

i loved you from the start.
but how can i let you go without breaking my own heart.