I'm in hate

I'm in hate,
Already lost all my fate.
I just can't handle this anymore,
I lie bleeding on the floor.

I want to end everything,
Kill the pain of life sting.
Thinking of suicide so sweet,
I wonder about Satan whom I will soon meet.

Hate surrounds my soul,
Why is this life so cold.
Maybe when I'm dead I'll be free,
Maybe I can finally be me.

The gun rises to my head,
I three seconds I'm going to be dead.
The blood pours down my arm,
My brain fills with realization of my self harm.

Everything fades,
It just a blur.
The it goes black,
I know no more.