Feeling betrayed by everyone.
No smiling for me on these days.
Acting like their innocent with what was done.
Everyone telling me misery is just a phase.
My heart bleeds so dark tonight
Stabbed by so many " friends " knives
With eact and every devastating blow
is another line down my arm.
Hidden under shirt sleeves, no body knows.
No body knows, that they all caused this harm.
I sit here in a pool of bloody joy.
Wishing I was done with all this pain
Playing with my knife like it's a toy
Laughing as the red river runs, I guess I'm just insane.