Say It!

I know what I feel,
I know what I got to do.
I don't know when to do it,
I don't know how to start it.
It is such a big head ache,
And worse because my heart aches.
I can't run from the truth,
I can't hide from myself.
Crying just makes me tired,
Punching just makes me hurt.
I'm turning pale,
There's to much kept in.
I pray to God,
When will this end.
Then I wish,
I can just end.
My heart yells at me,
"That's not the way!"
My mind screams,
"Just take it away!"
I cry out to him,
"Sorry but it's the end."