My Uncle, My Angel

I cant seem to comprehend
How hard your life had been
I wish I could of seen your face
Before you passed away
You were funny and giving
I just hope to be like you
Just as caring
Good luck in heaven
My uncle
My angel
I cried myself to sleep
Then I realized it wouldnt help to weep
Your here and not going anywhere
Im full of confusion, hate, and Im sad
I guess its normal
So Im not doing that bad
Good luck in heaven
My uncle
My angel
Im drowning in thoughts of what to do
Should I cry more
Get angry
Shut everyone out
But thats not cool
Show me the way
Tell me who
Who should I go to instead of you
I miss you now
Although I still feel you here
Your spirit
Mind
And soul
Good luck in heaven
Goodbye my uncle
Goodbye my angel
Goodbye