Imagination

I'm watching the rain drizzle down the glass
I wonder about God and the angels
Were they just a figment of our imagination?
Are they really there in what would be our final destination?
The rain is pouring harder now.
Why did God cause such a heartache?
Is it just a test?
Is it really not meant to be?
I cant see now
It's hurting me too bad
The tears are blurring my vision
I feel a deep incision on my heart
You can't repair this damage
I'm never going to be ok
You can't say sorry this time
You're just another face in the crowd
That sea of people who don't see me
One day I will become visible to one and all
Maybe I'll fall back to you
You might realize what you've missed out on
By then I'l be gone
I'll walk away like I had nothing to gain
The pain will never disappear
It will stay with that one single tear
I'm not just another girl
I was the one that cared
But you didn't see that
I hate that fact
Life is cruel
I was playing myself like some fool
Time to move on
Find someone new
Someone way better than you.