I'm not supposed to love him,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm supposed to live my life,
as if you weren't there.
I have a boyfriend.
that gives me all i need,
but once again,
I know you exist.
Wishing these not to happen
Since you two are best friends.
I don't want to hurt anyone,
and thats the end.
I want my happiness as everyone else,
but what can i say,
I fell in love,
with someone else,
I don't want you to think,
of me as a *****,
I don't want you to think bad,
Baby i am sorry,
I didn't mean too,
Its all my bad,
Its just these heart of mine
that,
choose your friend.
As you know,
we don't tell
the heart
who to love.~
or when to end.
Baby but don't you worry
I wont leave you,
for you give me everything
that is to ask.
but most importantly of all
I don't want to ruin
your love.
or you friendship
with my desired love.