Is it possibel????

All I wanna know is it possible?? Is it actually possible that I found the woman I've been searching for my whole life, that can show me the world through her eyes, that can mend this broken heart of a life of shame, that makes me smile by just the thought of her, who can make me believe in me and show me that I am worth more than this pain I keep trapped inside. Is it possible that I found the woman that can make me come alive, who has awoken something inside me that I thought was dead, who makes me wonder how I ever lived without this. A woman that is SO special inside and out, who brightens up the room by just walking into it and who can look at me and make me melt inside. A woman who has such a powerful spirit that just hearing her voice is SO calming at times, that even if both of us are silent just knowing she there is enough. A woman who makes me feel like she could be the one that was meant for me, the one who has started to calm this soul that is SO restless from a tough life of heartache and pain. Who makes me shine with the love I carry for her, who I can actually go to sleep next to and wake up with for the rest of my life and know in my heart and soul that I would be happy. One who actually shakes something inside me when she jumps on me when I am getting out of hand, who picks me up when I'm starting to fall, one who has stepped out of my dreams into reality. A woman with the most beautiful personality that I've ever known, one that has such a strong faith that can move mountains. Is it possible that I also found one who has God in her life and believes in him too. Is it possible that I found one who not only is a great lover who has woken something up sexually inside me that lit a fire there that I never knew could be lit but most of all is my best friend too. All that in one woman, is it actually possible?? It's like it's too good to be true, if this is a dream I dont wanna wake up!!