I want to Hate You

I want to hate you,
so badly do I crave.
But never can I do it,
I'd rather go insane.

After all the pain you've put me through,
and after all the nights I've broke down.
I still want you to prosper, and please stick around.

I wish I could find it in me
to hate you, and be cruel.
But my heart just can't do it,
a piece of me is still hooked on you.

Although you once loved me
and I was once your life,
now you're practically killing me,
and I know that it's not right.

I could never hate you,
even after all thats been said and done,
I just can't do it.
Do I still believe you are the one?