My Wonderland of Chaotic Events

Twisted and Used
Beaten and bruised
Mentally abused.
I didn't know what to do.

Shimmering blades dance to the
Song of once a romance.
Try as I might.
I couldn't win that long fight.

Fighting and pushing
Crying and trying to survive
These flaws upon my skin
Why could I not win.

Pain swallowed me whole.
Anger grew upon my brow.
Filth and greed crept upon me,
Neigh, I fell into the darkened lake.

My breath growing shorter, my heart in peices on the floor,
Last visions of hate, pain, and turmoil
Flashing before me.
Just when hope seemed no more.

My last sight of life
Flashed upon these eyes.
Awaking as if all was a bad dream.
New life has taken hold.

Minute words of flattery.
Cause me to float on a cloud.
A touch of burning embers
Light my skin aflame.

A voice so strong,
Could never startle me so.
All the pain, anger and hatred
Flees away into the night.

That kiss..
Oh, I takes me whole.
My sences run wild
Like a child in the sun.

Light as a feather,
Floating in the breeze.
My heart is healed and my soul is free.
A smile so wild I could live forever in this bliss.

Eyes so kind.
If I stare too long they will take me forever.
My heart pounds.
My voice goes meek.

I can't shake this feeling.
My knees go weak.
I feel drunk.
My world spinning so fast
I want to scream.

Spiraling down to wonderland.
Needing to plant my feet on the ground.
Yet loving every moment of weightlessness.
I don't want to wake up from this dream.

Not wanting it to end,
Too afraid I will mess up again.
Take me as I am.
All of me. Every peice I have to give.