Oh my god this was incredible.i know this feeling so well. i felt that when my grandma died. anyways this was a fantastic poem that captured so many emotions so well

Can't face the fact your dying,
Can't talk to you on the phone,
And i keep it all inside me,
Deal with it all on my own,

I know that when i hold your hand,
And smile and hug you tight,
That this will be the last time,
And im definetly not alright...

these were my favorite stanza's. they truly capture the emotions that u feel when you know someone is dying. things do get better though. dont forget that