Love is cherished till death do you part
why does it say otherwise deep inside your heart?
this thought lingers near me
why wont this all become clear to me?
i want to make all this go away
loose my worries here where i lay
let it out, shed so many tears
let go of my inner most fears
and to think the one thing that can do this, fits in the palm of my hand
something i can use just as i planned
just make a little mark and let the pain flow
thinking of you as i seem to let go
wave goodbye to my once miserable life
letting go of all my pain and strife
and as this goes on, i think of you
i remember that we once had a love that was true
but i was a foolish one and ruined it all
into a deep slumber i slowly fall
this was bound to happen a long time ago
right after i did the foolish thing of letting you know
telling you that i had to end our secret, once and for always
little did i know, that would mark the beginning of the end of my days
as i lay there on the floor
i think of "US" that i ended forever more
a puddle of my blood becomes my death bed
but i think to myself in my last few moments, that this is worse than what i did
my eyelids become heavy and the last thing i see
your sweet, loving face as it becomes clearer and clearer to me
i love you forever and will after death
even after my very last breath
and now i realize, you love me still
you always have and always will
if i had one last word to give to you
it would be about how we had found a love that was true
that no one but ourselves could destroy
something i didn't think of when i made my ploy
as i feel the cold, icy touch of death creeping upon my blood stained skin
i look to what my heart is saying within
that everything would have been okay
if all i had done was let you tell me what you needed to say
your voice lingers in my ear
and with the final shed of one tear
i am gone forever, out of your life
before you had even asked me to become your wife
if thats what i needed to stay alive
thats what you would've done for me, without the thought about us having to thrive
our love will last
through your future and our past
i hope you can remember me and never forget the love we once shared
in a time and place i was physically there
i will be there, by your side for as long as we are parted
tagging along, the thought of me being the reason that all this started
you are the one who finds me laying there
so lifeless, a look on my face in which indicates i am dead but don't care
i did this because of how much i love you and the remembrance that i am the reason you live in pain
through the sunny days and your favorite, the rain
