My heart hurts

My heart hurts from the pain you've put me through.
You've betrayed me again like you always do.
Can you not understand the pain i have to deal with everyday.
I see my friends walking happily together with their dads i mean what can i say.
I think to myself why did he do this to me.
I mean cant he see.
I have a tough exterior but on the inside i am hurting very bad.
Deep down no one knows that i am so sad.
Please end the pain.
Before i go insane.
Come on dad i know i am not as important to you as your son.
But give me a chance i promise i can be fun.
Please just love me one time.
Maybe then things would be fine.
Why dad why?
Did you not even try.
You could've at least fought for me.
Instead you just let me be.
Dad my heart hurts from the pain.
It's bad enough to make me go insane.