What i want

Ok i want to be a writer and a vet...i dream of being a mother who doesn't take her pain out on her kids..i want to have a love that is indescribable with words...i want to have a home that is built on love and trust and strength. i want a peace of mind that is not punctured by baggage and old past that hurts to think about i want a life i can call almost perfect witch is fulled with not perfect things..
i want to Be abel to say i love myself...i want someone who i can call me friend but will also be my lover......