Mistake

Sitting in my closet
Hiding from all the pain
Memories of the past
Come crashing down like rain
With every tear comes a sullen rage
Leaving me worse than before
I'm moving on to the violent stage
Fear of what may happen
Or who i can hurt next
I sit in pain
Wondering what to expect
Insanity is controlling my head
Leaving me with nothing
Only my life to dread
The dark is all i can see
I can only hear people mocking me
What has become of my future
I gave it all away
It taunts me with my mistakes
Each passing day
How do i move on
What am i supposed to do
When i was already a mistake to begin with
Because all i can see in the mirror
Is the ugly truth.

7/16/07