No Need To Worry

The days keep on passing by,
just a blur of familiar images in my head.
A daily routine of the same old thing,
up for school then back to bed.

I take no notice to conversation,
I dont think of the words coming out of my mouth.
Only speaking when spoken to,
then finding my way out.

But there's nothing left to escape to,
nothing left for me to find.
My nights are full of restless sleep,
my pessimistic thoughts flodding my mind.

There's sweat glinting on my forehead,
a scream stifling in my throat.
Reminders of the nightmare linger,
as I lay in the dark alone.

No reason to smile for tomorrow,
no need to look forward to a new day.
Life's no longer enjoyable,
sometimes I wish I'd never wake.

Yet I'm still here breathing;
my edges torn, fading away.
Nothing matters anymore when i'm numb;
so dont worry, i'm not okay.