THANKS GUYS and matt thank you for saying that

i havent got blue eyes (ive got brown) but i understand wot u mean about hiding ur feelings u see i REALLY h8 tlkin about how i feel so i keep them all bottled up, u have NO idea how many times i've felt the need 2 hurt myself just 2 get rid of all the bottled up feelings i have.

thank you all and rachael dont do nothing. its not worth it. there was times i wanted to do that shit to but i couldnt do it. but any time you want to talk i am here. katrina thank u so much its nice to hear that.