You're the 1 Guy my Heart Will Never Let Go Of...

Im sittin here alone up in my room lookin at ur picture and wondering wat went wrong...

I know i said im ova u & at 1st i thought it was true bt u ev no idea how hard it is 2 forget sum1 whom u once luved with all ur heart...

...da truth is i never let u go & i never stopped luvin u...& Im tired cryin ova u & im tired of denyin my luv 4 u...its funny how ur the one person i most want to forget bout...the one person who casued me so much pain yet ur the one person that makes me smile most of all...

i know i shouldnt luv u...i know that this isnt right...i dnt deserve being hurt this bad & i probably dnt even deserve u...yet i cant help bt luv u......u put memories in my mind that i will never forget...u took places in my heart that no one else can get...

u ev no idea how hard it is for me to pretend that i dont luv u anymore..bt i finally admit it i fell 4 u hard...harder than i had eva fallen in my life...yet u were neva there 2 catch me instead u watched me fall...& it hurts 2 watch u act lke there was neva anyfin between us bt it hurt even more wen u dnt even talk 2 me anymre coz at the end of the day i still miss u...mre than u'll eva know & i still luv...more than i'll eva show...

& even tho u broke my heart ur still the one i fink of b4 i sleep & ur still the 1 i fink of wen i say my prayers...& ive jst got 2 relize that ur da 1 guy dat my heart will never really let go of....

...but even tho i still luv u i ev 2 let u go coz no matta how much my hearts want it im not allowed 2 luv u...