Things happen for a reason i once believed until this happened that one night where i lost all control. I promised myself i would never do it, i would never do to you what has happened to me. The drinks began to flow, you weren't there. I got taken advantage of, but the alchol wasnt all to blame. I knew what was going on, but when i tried to stop it, he wouldnt let me. I love you with all my heart and the whole time i knew that, i kept telling him that i loved you and he kept presuring meinto it, it was just making out, but i regret every minute of it. It breaks my heart to know i did this to you. You will never know that it happened because i dont want to loose you. I have a bruise on my arm from him keeping me there, i didnt know where i was or who everyone was. i'm sorry this happened. and know it meant nothing. he was just some guy at a party i dont even remember anything really that night, everything is a blurr. i can be trusted honest, it wasnt entirely my fault, i couldnt get him off me, i was saved before he could do anything else. i'm sorry babe. i love you
