For every thought i wasted on you I'm consuming this bottle of vodka...
For every memory of us that runs through my head I'll take a pill...
For every lie you told to me I'll pull the knife across my wrist....
Goodbye Jessica..
she begins to feel faint as she places the letter in the envelope, she falls from her desk chair onto the floor, blood running down her wrist for every lie and her head spinning for every memory and thought of Jessica. Memories of her past fill her head and tears well in her eyes and slowly roll down her checks, she knows that she has taken that last step, gone the extra mile to far, but she also knows there is no turning back now.
she whispers Jessica's name but its to late for her to prove anything. her thoughts turn to her family. her mothers distressed cries when she See's her daughters life gone. Her fathers heart break. and her bothers innocent faces that can no longer say that there sister is taking them to the park on the weekend.
Her crying becomes louder as she finds herself regretting her actions. They become loud enough that they wake her mother who knocks on the door to see if she is OK. As the room falls silent her mother worries and tries to open the door, but its locked. Her father wakes up and tries to open the door but each attempt is found pointless until her smashes his way through it
And their they see it, their daughter, on the floor in a pool of her own blood and tears with an almost empty bottle lying next to her. Her mother cries and her father runs to the phone to call an ambulance. Her eyes close and when they re open her mother is leaning over her body, holding her tight, crying tears of distress uncontrollably. She hears sirens, cries and screams. she See's paramedics, her brothers wondering face's and her mothers broken heart. These are the last images she ever saw and just like that her hell was over but hell had just began for every one else...
