No mater how much you try.
No mater what you do.
You always seem to fail,
and no one else is ever wrong but you.
You wonder what you did.
It tears you up in side.
All you want to do is run away and hide.
No mater were you go or who your running from.
You seem to be the one who people take it out on.
You go home crying and cant get it off your mind..
Am i meant to be here and if so why?
You ask your self questions.
It messes up your mind.
Now because of all this you put your self down.
You always worry what people think.
People say shit about you and other people believe it.
No mater what your never right it hurts because in your family friends and every were you go your the lowest one.
You know you do something good and it feels like its the first in a long time.
But no one cares because its something they have already done.
You just want to be loved and to find a friend that will always be true.
Someone who understands you and what your going through.
But no mater how much i try.
I can never find that one.
Its been 15 years now,
and I'm the screwd up one!
