Messed Up

I wish that you could see
Who you are choosing over me
She is messed up as can be
And doesn't care for you like me.

Drinking my life away
Because it hurts everyday
I'm leaving, I can'stay
Because every time I look at you
My heart breaks in every way.

The lost memories, buried under the rug
I dig them up and then I need a drug

You left my here to die
To sit alone and cry
Everything I heard
I know now absurd.