Missing You

How do you wish to begin?
Here I'll go first...
I miss you in the dead of night,
when you use to cuddle with me.
I miss your kisses,
and how I use to get them everyday.
I miss your smile,
because it always lite up my day.
The list goes on of everything I miss of you,
and it's tearing my heart apart.
My head knows you gone,
yet my heart wont come to terms with it.
It's been so long yet the tears still fall,
soaking my pillow in the night.
I try so hard to forget,
yet you still linger in my heart.
The happy memories surround me,
and all I want is for them to come back.
I want you to hold me like you use to,
like you loved me too.
I want you to love me,
like you said you did.
I will forever love you,
and I've come to terms with that.
I just wish,
that my heart would let you go....